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Finally Hit 17

Jakarta, 9th December 2014,
Finally I hit 17.
Feeling blessed for every second. Thank you Mom, Dad, sissies, y'all made me to be like this. Thanks for accept me for the way I am, for every yelled if I break the rules.

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  1. KiddyDecember 13, 2014 at 11:53 PM

    blog anda punya tampilan yang menarik, isinya pun kebanyakan berisi mengenai kegiatan anak muda masa kini. sukses terus yaw kawan :p mampir sini kalo bisa htp://freakyteenager.wordpress.com trims~

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    1. NDecember 22, 2014 at 1:19 AM

      Thank you for reading my blog! I'll improve my writing skill so maybe it won't be about my curhatan :') I'll open your blog later, belom sempet nih sekarang

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