Expect the Unexpected

As I said before we are less the same. And destiny is something we can't blame. As we live in two different poles. It seems pretty far for us to get close. As the earth rotates slowly, You're getting closer to me. As we may united, Probably I'll make our own ballad. But... Can't you see that we live differently? Oh, You... Me... How many probabilities that we have? How can we complete and salve? You're a beautiful creature. That make me crazier. I may fall deep in those sad eyes. Too deep as if I'm drowning in magis. Almost a year I'm drowning. But weird.. I'm not even dying. I enjoy it though it hurts. Maybe I'm one of those experts... That will stay though invisible. ***

I don't know what kind of these feelings before. The mixed feelings that I'd never imagined for almost a year. It's magical... Like golden fairy dust on the meadow. It's lyrical... Like the humming bird sings on my meadow. I used to be afraid, pretending, ignoring, and trying to hide. But... slowly, I am brave enough to admit it. I couldn't say anything else. And I don't hope anything too. And it's enough for me to know, to feel, and to realize it. I am starting to see things clearly.... With a little doubt there. Could it be... Wait a moment... No. Shall I ask once more. Would it be us?

I'm watching you from afar, As if I'm seeing the brightest star. But, what can I do? You're too perfect to be true. You're my wish upon the falling star, Only hope that looks so bizarre. You're my song that I sing, Only happiness that you bring. You're my lullaby to my sleep, Only your love that I keep. I'll forever be blue and you'll forever be red. We can be purple, instead. Hey, you... You're my perfectly imperfect. ***

Memiliki tetapi tak selamanya. Seiris senyum bahagia, Kini pergi karena lupa. Bergandeng tangan adalah kami. Tetapi sekarang aku rela dia pergi. Tak ada lagi cerita malam, Kini jarak kami hanyalah sebatas cahaya yang padam. Bukannya aku tidak senang, Karena kini dia telah terbang. Bukannya aku egois ingin dia di sini, Karena aku tak terbiasa sendiri. Sahabat kecilku, Terbang... terbang... aku di sini bahagia selalu. *** I present this to my cousin, Lathifah Indah, who will be a student in Unpad. Selama 18 tahun, ini adalah pertama kalinya kami akan terpisahkan cukup lama. Minimal 3 setengah tahun jarak kami terpisahkan Jkt-Bdg. Huhuhuhu, LDR memang menyiksa! Siapa yang bakal dengar curhatanku nanti!? Siapa yang bakal maksa aku nonton om-om!?

As she walks among the trees. Feeling warm of the breeze. Alone, she's dreaming of her prince. Waiting for some little hints. She'll never stops talking about love. Too many theories for the word above. How can you define it? Is it something that can make you quit?

If I stand tall over the shore. How much I wanted to scream. Calling the wave to wipe me out. Too childish, I know. But how long can I survive? ***

*** Kamu tahu rasanya tubuh yang dihempaskan dari langit? Rasanya sakit. Bedanya bukan raga ini yang hancur... Melainkan jiwaku yang melebur. Seperti kertas yang diremas hingga tak berbentuk, Apalah arti diriku yang remuk? Mataku tersayat tak mampu melihatnya. Telingaku tuli tak mau mendengar fakta. Aku hanya membodohi diriku sendiri, bukan? Mempertahankan tanpa akhir yang mapan. Huh, pujangga macam apa dirimu ini? Kamu... hanya berlari tanpa henti. Tersesat dan terjebak di dalam permainanmu. Bodohnya... permainan ini juga menjebakku. ***

Too many questions and no one could answer. Broken hearted is something I easily remember. Give me back my sanity that you took. Or shall I live the life with the pathetic look? You have my soul but you torn me to pieces. Am I just a girl in your never ending list? If only I can forget you as easy as you leave. Thanks, now I'm getting used to live. So young when the pain had begun. Remember, even roses have thorn. *** Last, I should say: Happy Father's Day to all Fathers.

As the night passed by Here I am waiting to fly Not knowing the destination But pretty determine Maybe I am bored with life But what do I have? I am too scared to choose And I think I'm already loose I'm waiting the wind to blow Softly touch me on the meadow I'm waiting the sun to shine Brightly so I'm not feeling alone Go as they said Let yourself lead Don't turn your back home Follow your dreams and you'll get some *** (Shoutout to the rainy midnight, so I have a long time to write). Let's drink a cup of coffee, then.

Like Bonnie and Clyde, we could be a partner in crime. Like Romeo and Juliet, but we won't end up like them. Like Venus and Mars, both are related. Like Mr. and Mrs. Smith, both are great yet smart. Like Jenny and Gump, after a long way road they ended up as one. Like Ron and Hermione, it all starts as a friend. Like Hamilton and Vettel, the true cutest frenemy. Like Ono and Lennon, a couple with controversy. But one thing for sure, You and I are none of them. We are who we are. We could be anything we wanted to be. We rule our own world and no one can get it. So I think it's our last journey, dear.. I believe it's a destiny. The last thing we have to do, dear.. Is waking up and face this reality. ((LOL)) ((Manis banget, ya, omongannya))