Expect the Unexpected

Beribu rasa yang tidak terucap. Berkumpul menjadi sebuah kerinduan. Rasanya ingin memeluk... Rasanya ingin mendekap.... Rasanya ingin di sampingnya. Sayang, dia jauh tidak teraih. Hanya sebatas asa di kalbu. Salamku hanya disampaikan buih ombak. Nun jauh di sana, Aku tak tahu apa dia mampu mendengarnya. Aku... Ingin menggapai walau ku tak bisa. Kalaupun aku bisa, Kalaupun aku sanggup, Apakah aku akan berani? *** Dedicated to someone that lives abroad.

Ini tulisan paling nggak penting. Tapi... Saya malu. It is soooo embarassing. Sekarang, I think I couldn't even stand my face in front of him anymore, lol. Best regards, (Nita dengan postingannya yang paling nggak penting)

Bagaimana rasanya dicintai dan mencintai? Dalam konteks ikatan antara wanita dan pria, tentunya. Saya bertanya pada diri sendiri dan belum terjawab hingga sekarang. Bagaimana rasanya dicintai? Pasti menyenangkan rasanya, kan? Saya pernah merasakan dicintai, dan mungkin memang masih ada yang mencintai saya dengan tulus, tetapi mengapa rasanya saya kesepian? Apakah karena saya berharap jika orang yang saya cintai juga mencintai saya? Iya, saya mengerti bagaimana untuk mencintai tetapi saya lupa bagaimana rasanya dicintai. Tunggu, bukannya saya haus kasih sayang, bukan saya ingin dia membalas perasaan saya, sungguh... bukan begitu. Saya tidak berharap apapun darinya. Saya hanya ingin memberikan segalanya untuk dia, asal dia bahagia dan tertawa. Tidak pernah terlintas di benak saya untuk bersanding bersama dia, karena saya tahu kami berdua bagai air dan minyak. Entah apa yang membuat saya jatuh cinta dengannya. Mungkin pada awalnya saya hanya merasakan kekaguman namun, entahlah. Saat ka...

If a friendship lasts for 7 years, it will be forever. I present the post to you, guys.

Embracing. Precious. Love. Friendship. Lust. Thoughtful. Faith. Hope. Destiny. Faithful. Unforgettable. Beautiful. Hypnotized. Mesmerizing. Art. YOU. Yes, those are YOU. There are too many words that describe you. If I could, I would hug you 'til your bones break. I would give you a lot of love like the way a girl loves her balloon. I would stay by your side though you ask me to "leave". I would make you happy and see your smile. I would listen to your voice all night long. I would remember your favorite music. I would make us infinite. If it's allowed, Let me love your flaws. Let me love your imperfection. Let me love you forever more. *** So, a falling person could be really dumb. They're blinded by love and couldn't be logic (What's so logic about love, anyway?) Getting butterflies in the stomach, heartattack, smiling over nothing, and so on. It's not logic at all. ((Pardon ...

There was The Lady in Red. She was faithful and thoughtful. She had a soft and cheerful personality. But, once you knew her dark side, The Lady was not good as what it seems. The Lady could be very sensitive and easily feeling emphatic toward the others. She could cry in a moment, then laugh it off. Sometimes, The Lady was confused with herself. Once, she met The Duke in Black, the mysterious guy from another town that visited The Lady's town. At first, The Lady only admiring The Duke without having a courage to talk to him. He was quite, sensible, and over analyze with his sharp eyes. He was the type of man that could break women's heart easily. Somehow, they met and finally talked. They became as close as siblings. As the time passed, The Lady drowned in his affection though she hated it because she couldn't resist her own feeling and that was upseting her. The Lady couldn't believe that The Duke was like her own world. Ironically, The Duke was as...

I never thought that I could see him as a father figure before. He is a figure that I adore since the first step I walked in the campus. He looks nice, wise, discipline, much of father figure that I am longing. Our introduction went smooth, he sees something in me, perhaps a potential of something that I don't even realize it until today. He believes in my dreams, he encourages me, gives me feedback, spare his busy time for me. We discussed everything while we meet, I listened to his stories while he was abroad, we talked politics, economics, how the world changed. He even shut his phone off when it was ringing while he was talking to me, I mean... seriously. The busy man like him turned his call for a young girl like me. Day by day, month by month, saya semakin kagum dengan beliau. Terkadang saya benar-benar berharap, "andaikan beliau adalah ayah saya." Ternyata rasanya menyenangkan punya sosok ayah, ya. Mengapa saya menulis ini? Baru saja beliau menelepon ponsel saya...