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Nita Up in the Sky with Dreams

They said, I can't do that.

There's nothing wrong with having dream.

"Bermimpilah setinggi langit jika kau terjatuh, kau akan berbaring di antara para bintang." - Ir. Soekarno

I am actually a full time dreamer. Am I the only girl in 2016 who still HAS a diary? A weekly planner? Am I the only one who still believes that we should write every dreams that we dreamt of?

Well...
My advice is, whether you're a girl or a boy, if you don't have a diary nor a weekly planner, you SHOULD have one!

Write all of your dreams are just one step forward to start your action. Write your goals, your purposes, your dream house, write about everything! (And yeah, I also wrote my dreams and sticked it on my wall).

Beside that, in my case, since I were a college student.. I settled my mind to focus on my self, to improve my skills, to build a frienldy atmosphere in the crowd, and try to be the best.

And... I'm struggling (still, until now) to not interested and fall for any boys. I realized that.. love is a strong feeling, that can destroy you yet make you grow. In my case, based on my personality, falling in love destroys me. Falling in love makes me dumb. Falling in love stops me to grow. And yes, though I still have those possibility feelings... I sacrifice it for my bright future.

"Kejarlah kariermu, sebelum kamu mengejar cintamu." - Mario Teguh.

I don't know if it's just based on 18 yo girl could ever think. And yes, I'm saving my self for not getting broken hearted. Lol.

The point is...

People usually just laughed at our dream and mock us. Sometimes we just need to ignore them, work hard, focus on your self, and show them that they're wrong.

"The word "impossible" it self said "I'm possible"." - Audrey Hepburn.

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