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Keeping Up with the Indras

As the youngest in my family, mostly my sisters and my mom love to underdog me. They think that I'm still 5 and can't do anything, like I'm dumbest girl on earth. But, reality is reality. Soon they realized that I'm now a legal 18 yo girl, a college student, and they just can't resist that. Plus, I'm probably the tallest among my big family (except some of my cousins).

Living as the youngest one is actually challenging.

Though we have a huge age gap, but age is just a number. Mba Tita and Mba Andes still look good, like on their 20s. They're so stylish, elegant, and I love them to death! I save their contact as "Jilatan Api Neraka" and "Gangster", what a savage little sister.

Mba-mba probably think that I'm too spoiled, too childish, too "can't do anything right" but what they don't know is... I'm not anything like that. Mostly, well yeah, I acted like a 5 yo girl right in front of them but acted like I'm supposed to be in the crowd. Probably, because of that, my sisters can't see many things that I accomplished.

Well, this time I'm not talking about me.

I want to talk about a proud little sister.

When I grow up, I want to be like them. I want to be smart as hell like them, want to be pretty as an angel like them, etc. Beside my Mom, Mba-mba are trully a living inspiration for me.

They know how to make me laugh, we never feud, they take care of my education, they get angry when I made Mom sad, but... it makes me love Mba-mba more!

Thank you for being my sisters.

Thank you for caring me.

Thank you for accepting me in our happy little family.

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