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I met a new man.
Way taller than me.
A first born.
Dominant, where I could see my feminine self depend on his masculinity.
Responsible with his life.
Has a huge control over his choices.

I'm interested in him, and I know it goes both way.

But I haven't seen him in a long-term way.

The best candidate so far.

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