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Delete, I HATE you

Disuatu malam yang adem, dengan angin malam yang berhembus sejuknya...... Gue duduk disamping Mba Tita, yang asiknya main hp sambil ngobrol-ngobrol sama gue.

Gue lagi ngomongin betapa amazingnya gue ngga remed Biologi, dan betapa sengsaranya untuk menghadapi remed mapel lain mulai besok. YUCKS.

Tadinya gue mau klik 'edit' tapi tebaklah apa yang kepencet.... "DELETE."

SIP. SEMUA JENIS BINATANG DARI MULAI TOKEK, KUCING, DAN LAINNYA YANG KALIAN TAHU MULAI KELUAR DARI HATI GUE YANG PALING DALEM KARENA GUE NULIS ITU GUE UDAH PENUH PERASAAN.

Hmm, gue ngga mungkin ber-cursing ria didepan Kakak atau Nyokap gue. Wkwk Chloe Moretz bilang, "Cursing makes you look stupid." And I was raised to be a girl, not a uneducated girl. So, let God knows what I'm saying -________-v

Gue langsung klik 'STOP' dan semua langsung blank putih. Gue refresh lagi dengan harapan yang setinggi langit. Begitu udah selesai ke refresh, harapan itu pun pupus, sirna, tiada berbekas didalam blog gue.

Dan gue langsung galaunya klimaks.

Hmmm, penggalauan itu pun akhirnya terlampiaskan dengan nyanyi When You Love Someone sama Kak Aca lewat twitter.

Beruntunglah 3 orang yang udah ngebaca post gue itu... (Hehe menurut statistik).

Akhir kata saya, Nita Indra Saphira, mau garuk aspal dulu. Masih suasana digalaukan oleh Blogger.

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