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If we were real,
Would you feel any bless?
Would you give us the chance?
Would you stay when I ask?

If we were real,
Could I feel jealous of the other girl?
Could I smile everytime you call?
Could I ask you to feel the way I feel?

Because if we were real,
I would always keep you safe.
I would keep you by my side.
I would miss to hug you tight.
I would make you smile and laugh.

Because if we were real,
It is like a dream come true.
To have someone as strong as I am by my side.
To have someone smarter than I am.
To have someone braver than I am.

Because if we were real,
It is like having two alphas become one.
United as a double power.
United as a one true pairing.
United as a one heart.

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The Vortex

A year ago Or Tonight Or Tomorrow. You are still the art... To me. Knowing, Meeting, Caring, Loving, Sensing, are like a gift from God for me to feel. It ain't about what you did in return. It ain't about how long that I am here. It ain't about what you think and what I think, or what someone thinks. It is purely because you already absorb every energy that I have. You are the vortex of the most beautiful art. You regain energy from every eyes that adore you. You slowly stole it. And now it is just me in here... as dead as the corpse. Wanting to feel again, but too afraid to be absorbed... again. Lol, this is just me... babling about you.

My Journey With Dogs

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Is 'Sorry' Enough?

We are way too far. The days pass as we started to live our own life. Separately. And.... I hate it. I hate to admit that I miss you. I hate to realize that I was actually wrong. If only, We can turn back time. To a year when we first met. I would rekindled us. And now.... It's too late. I need to hide. I need to hide from you as far as possible. I need to hide from this mixed feelings. I need to hide from the fact that.... I am flipped. I am flipped because of you. Your gaze, your laugh, your voice... So mesmerizing I can't even lie. Those memories and my faults keep haunt me. So, before I say good bye.... Shall you forgive me? See you when I see you, my reflection.

Expect the Unexpected

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