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Welcome 20!

Now I am finally 20. Well my birthday was on last month actually, but I haven't got a time to write about my post birthday here.

So...

How it feels to be 20?

Honestly, it is nothing. Ironically, you feel old yet you are still young.

I think now I know my inner peace, how to keep myself sane and steady.

It is crazy to remember that last year, when I was 19, I did so many amazing journeys.

I made friends and I keep friends.

And day by day I know that I already have a love that I always wanted. Surrounded by them who stay in my side, and by the new people who I adore.

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