Expect the Unexpected

What a long journey to go! Nggak terasa, I already have nieces! At the young age like this! The first one is from my first sister, and her daughter is Alexandria Keirra Averdi or Rara. She's two years old now and nothing can compare her cuteness! Rara suka Hello Kitty dan Baymax.. just like me. I teached her how to do Baymax's high-five and to do eskimo kiss. AND SHE CAN CALL ME NOW! Lucu banget tiap manggil "auntil". The second one is from my second sister. She's my second angel that was born 2 months ago. Sekarang Dey udah bisa senyum-senyum kalau ada yang ajak ngobrol dia. Dey pipinya tembem, dan paling gampang bobo di pelukan gue. Biasanya kita jadi ketidur bareng, dengan posisi Dey di dekapan gue. Argh, cute. I'm very blessed because I have them now. I'm proud to have them as my nieces. Sejak punya keponakan, gue yang anak bungsu (paling egois, gamau ngalah, manja) jadi otomatis rela mengorbankan apapun buat mereka. Buku catetan gue sering dic

You're the red, I'm the blue You're the night, I'm the morning We couldn't be purple We cannot be as one You and I just a sad ending fiction Nothing's real, that was just my biggest dream And you should know That I adore you, and will always do I admire you, the one who reflected me ***

You're the face of my moonlit Shine through my darkest night You're the heart of my horizon Where the sun will drowned You paint my blue sky to be more colorful You blow the wind to my hottest sunny day You take the stars that I picked from the sky You bring happiness to me You're my lullaby to my sleep The smile of my dream You're my butterfly That fly in my stomach You're the song that I sing For every single day At last, You're the oxygen that I breathe You're my sun in the milky way My black hole that never gone And you're the gravity that I hold on to

Apa artinya sebuah impian? Apa artinya sebuah mimpi? Jika kau tahu semuanya hanya sebatas kalbu. Dia, aku, terbatas oleh waktu. Kita terpisah oleh dua dimensi. Jarak antara benua, samudera, bahkan bintang pun tak menggapai. Kita, hanyalah si punuk yang merindukan bulan. Menunggu untuk disapa. Mengharap untuk saling bersandar. Menatap dari kejauhan. Bercerita kepada hati sendiri. Kenapa? Kenapa kita rela bertahan? Disiakan tetapi tetap berteguh. Kenapa kita tetap berdiri tegak? Saat dia tak mengenali kita. Kita, memang menyedihkan. Tapi... mimpi memanglah mimpi. Impian yang harus dipertahankan. Kita masih di sini, menunggu ketidak pastian. *** Untuk fan-girl , secret admirer  di sekitar saya.. Love, Nita.