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Intermezzo: Realization Part 2

Befriend means you respect each personal space. Because a person could hide a thousand faces. But it does not always mean that you are fake. It means that you understand how to act in every different people. Because you can not treat people all the same. The hard thing to do is, to choose your own color despite the differences. It is a challenge to keep you as white as a lotus in the dirty world that we live. You do not want to see your friend in your darkest time. You do not want to see your friend as the bastard you are. Because it shows your weakness, and simply because you can not hearing them babbling. All you need is to be comforted in quite.

Intermezzo: Sudden Realization

I am such a fool. For giving you love though I know you are not worth it. I want to dream, again. But... this is for the best. I should wake up and back to the reality. And facing you, the eternal flame of my heart. Dear someone, somewhere, someplace, Please safe me from him.

Intermezzo: You Can't Take The Words Away

So, here I went... again. Babbling and talking carelessly. Without any further notice that it will be like this. Somehow now it is such a boomerang. That I know now the pain that I will be facing. Almost a year that I'm keeping my eye blind. And pretending that I'm deaf. But now reality hits harder that I can not hide any longer. Maybe soon or later, who would guess? Maybe never and ever, well who knows? This is the punishment that I got. This is why you can not trust anyone but yourself. This is why everything has a reason. This is why you need to believe in the heart and the brain. I have learned everything just by now. So, this would be the last... As I'm saying so long. Because life is about keep moving forward.

Intermezzo: My Life Among TV Series

The real definition of guilty pleasure. So, I wrote this because I AM SHOOOO HAPPY THAT GOT LATEST EPS IS LEAKED ONLINE. YASSSSS. But then, I get embarassed, lol. I could be reaaally terrifying nerd when it comes to TV series. So, I'm gonna give you the MUST WATCH TV SERIES THAT YOU SHOULD CONSIDER TO WATCH: 1. Game of Thrones *with the backsound of its opening theme* I would recommend you to watch the movie even you don't watch it (and got no time to watch) since the season 1. READ THE CAPTION. THE EPISODE HAS LEAKED!! 2. How I Met Your Mother Though this is already ended (and suddenly I got teary all over again, lol). The series is full with adult things, so this is not recommended for under age. 3. Castle Where is the Caskett shipper since season 1?! I hate to admit that the story is ended, too. I miss them so much! How are they now? 4. Scream Queens Emma Roberts is the real deal. SHOOOO COOL AND STUNNING! Too dramatic for

Catatan Kuliah (Kami): 7

7 Cinderella for a Night Skan's side Sudah sebulan berlalu sejak Piyo menahasehatiku tentang Anya. Intinya, dia tidak tega kalau melihat Anya menderita karenaku. Tunggu, deh. Setahuku, cinta itu nggak akan pernah punya derita. Kalau dia merasa menderita, artinya dia tidak mencintaiku dengan tulus. Jadi, dia yang salah, dong? Kalau jatuh cinta tapi tidak berani untuk benar-benar 'terjatuh'? Haha, omonganku sudah melantur. Apa yang kumengerti tentang cinta? Entahlah. Yang jelas, intinya, sejauh ini aku merasa Anya baik-baik saja. Dia tidak merasa keberatan, sedih, atau menderita. Dia juga tidak berusaha untuk memaksakan perasaanku untuknya, dia hanya menjalani hidupnya sebagai wanita normal. Setidaknya, itu yang membuatku bersyukur ketika mengenalnya. Walaupun terlihat kesulitan, dia masih berusaha untuk membedakan mana hubungan profesional yang objektif dan hubungan yang penuh 'rasa' dan subjektif. Aku dan dia memang kini menjadi lebih dekat,

Catatan Kuliah (Kami): 6

When the author went to Universitas Mercu Buana, July 2017 6 Are they? Piyo's side Dari yang aku tahu, Skan sama sekali tidak tertarik dengan Anya. Nol. Nihil. Tapi... akhir-akhir ini aku sering memergoki mereka sedang berbicara berdua. Singkat, sih, tapi kali ini ada topik yang dibicarakan keduanya. Nggak melulu tentang tugas dan materi kuliah. Skan sendiri selalu menyangkal jika aku bertanya kepadanya langsung. Kalau Anya sih, nggak usah ditanya. Dia sepertinya senang-senang saja jika ternyata Skan memang mendekatinya, tapi juga tidak keberatan kalau Skan hanya menganggapnya teman. Yang kutahu pasti sih, Anya memang menyukai Skan tanpa perlu dia bercerita langsung kepadaku. Ya, cinta itu kadang bodoh. Buat apa wanita seperti dia mencintai laki-laki seperti Skan? Bukan maksudku untuk menjelekkan Skan, tapi kurasa Anya berhak untuk mendapatkan kebahagiaan. Kurasa setiap orang mau untuk mencintai dan dicintai, kan? Tetapi... Anya tidak dicintai. Hanya g

Intermezzo: She Lives

She left home without any make up on Looking pale but did not care Sadness was her gaze Alone was all she had Then, she tried to put make up Looking good like a Barbie doll Thus, her stare kept empty As if life had taken away from her With or without make up The only beauty came from the heart Thus, it couldn't hide the sadness Cheer up, so the negative vibe will fade Give life a smile so the problem will disappear Gone, without any trace Because, make up is not a mask to hide your tears