Expect the Unexpected

People changed. Every single time whether we like it or not. It could be to something better or worse. World is actually kind enough to us to changed. Live your life happily without arguing someone elses life, and may the peace be ever in your favor.

Over the Rainbow by Judy Garland Somewhere over the rainbow way up high There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true Someday I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far Behind me Where troubles melt like lemon drops Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly Birds fly over the rainbow. Why then, oh, why can't I? If happy little bluebirds fly Beyond the rainbow why, oh, why can't I? *** This is probably the best classic song of all time! Pertama dinyanyikan oleh Judy Garland di film The Wizard of Oz, dan di- cover sama banyak orang up until now.

Terpaku menjadi satu. Diam seribu bahasa tak mampu melangkah. Mundur atau maju membuat diri dilema. Apalah saya ini? Terlalu takut mengambil keputusan. Hanya berani menatap dari kejauhan. Hanya dapat membayangkan... Berharap 'tuk dihampiri kelak. Memang hanya sebuah impian. Mimpi yang tidak mungkin menjadi kenyataan. Apalah arti logika saat ini? Kecerdasan pun tak mampu menjawabnya. *** Apa sih yang kalian rasakan kalau otak dan hati kalian berargumentasi? Ketika otak berusaha menyalurkan semua hal yang realistis, namun hati membantahnya. Tapi ada juga kalanya otak dan hati sinkron, yang membuat lo semakin yakin sama apa yang dirasakan. Hmm, let's see. Ini pertama kalinya gue merasakan kaya gini, dan biasanya firasat gue benar. Yakin dan percaya, itu yang gue rasakan. Allah itu adil, kan?

So, here you go. Kali ini gue bakal menulis tentang makna dari arti keluarga yang sebenarnya. Keluarga itu ada saat susah maupun senang. Bukan cuma habis manis sepah dibuang, giliran senang-senang dilupain dan susah-susah datang ke kita. I present this to my college squad, which is like my second family in here. Jujur aja sebenarnya dari dulu gue jarang main sama cowok, cuma beberapa aja deket gitu, dan nggak pernah sama sekali bikin squad yang isinya banyak banget gini. Paling banyak yaa.. 7 orang. Kalo sekarang? 16 orang. HELL, YEAH, BENERAN 16 ORANG. Di squad ini juga lebih banyak cowoknya dibanding ceweknya. Pertemanan ini mungkin dianggap tabu bagi beberapa orang, karena bisa melihat cewek dan cowok jadi teman main. Pertemanan ini mungkin dianggap sebagai ajang cari jodoh juga kali ya, sama orang, karena biasanya ketika cowok dan cewek berteman bakal muncul perasaan-perasaan yang menggelitik. Entahlah apa kami semua ini. Yang jelas, main sama squad ini gue merasa aman. Menga

I was reading my old posts and it started to flashback. Back to 2012 when Mba Tita got married, how I felt about giving her to a man, when she got pregnant, and gave birth to a daughter. Then also back in Mba Andes' marriage, how I felt about being the only child since she got married, the day when she gave birth to a daughter. I mean, how fast that everything has changed in the 4 years! (I started this blog in 2012). From the day when I hit 15 until now, 18 years old. From being a junior, senior, then being a college student. I am really blessed.. seriously, Allah gives me everything that I needed. A family, friends, knowledges, lessons, everything! Alhamdulillah, I'm still alive right now. The more I grow, the more I respect the value of things. I am nothing without my parents, especially my Mom -a real superwoman-, and my ohana. My friends that always been there for me in my lowest, the second family which make me believe in "A family isn't always from the same

So let's talk about Bones, Castle, CSI, and NCIS. I was raised with th ese tv shows. Dari jaman SD sampai sekarang these are my guilty pleasure. Well, never get tired of them. Each stories have unique plots and twists, also with love story in it. These are some things that I learn from the shows: 1. NEVER TRUST ANYBODY BUT YOURSELF, and the evidences of course. In every stories, there must be the moles in it. 2. Your office partner can be your... lover. Ha, so cheesy, I know. It only happens in the tv shows. Caskett (Castle and Beckett, from Castle, is absolutely my favorite couple among all.) 3. Use cash instead of credit card so you can't be tracked. 4. Learn martial art so you can self defense in case of some terrible moments. 5. May sound weird but.... these shows make me paranoid about using lipstick. Kebayangnya jadi keracunan kalo pake lipstick karena bahan kimia di dalamnya, wth. 6. In the shows... being a police, or a forensic team, or the investigator are qui

You have deep feelings of “it’s destiny” or that it feels “right”. You will have a feeling of “coming home” or finding a lost love. You may have past life memories with that person. You may see love and pain in their eyes. You may be a great fit. Even if you are opposites you will mirror certain issues and concerns. You will compliment each other so well, in every way, that it will be as though you are two halves of the same person. Indeed, you truly are. When the two halves of a soul find each other and come together, it is an amazingly powerful, divine experience that leaves no room for doubt. *** Ps. Soul mates aren't just for your love story. It can be your parents, friends, siblings, or even business partner.

But then you left, having me with  those scars. Scars... can't be healed though it can fade. Why? I always wonder. What am I supposed to do now? I shouldn't come neither go. I'm trapped in this black hole, waiting for the miracle. Far, far away... the light's waiting for me. It'll lead me back to the earth, back to the gravity. I miss the shine of the sun, the stars that lay across the universe. I wanna back to where I belong, though it creeps me. *** The blue and the red can be mixed. Even the horizon knows it. If the miracle come, then we'll be purple. We'll stay in the same horizon. Stand still, hand by hand, hold on to the gravity. So, our world will collide and soon to be united. I still h ave the faith.

Diam tak bergeming, membisu. Hanya degup jantung yang terasa. Berderap perlahan namun terasa. Bahkan rembulan pun tak bisa mengerti. Hanya sang langit yang bisa meratapi. Mencoba mencerna... Gagal, semuanya gagal. Seperti tubuh yang dihantamkan dari langit, dan dicaci oleh mulut. Sakit rasanya. Mencoba bangkit dan tegar, walau hanya waktu yang tahu kapan. Kalau apel pun bisa jatuh, Lalu mengapa aku melayang bebas di udara? Berputar tanpa arah yang jelas, berharap untuk memijak tanah. Terbang tinggi namun merindukan si bumi. Bukankah dunia ini punya gravitasi? Jatuhkan aku. Tarik aku ke bawah, gravitasi. Walau kutahu itu kan semakin menyakitkan. Bawa aku kembali dan biarkan aku tenggelam di dasar lautan. Biarkan aku berpijak di pusatnya hingga terjebak dan tak bisa pergi lagi. Biarkan aku mati di dalam birunya. Setidaknya, aku semakin tenggelam. Gagal, semuanya gagal.