Expect the Unexpected

"Men are from mars and women are from venus." I got it.

Sisterhood. Siblings are the best thing that you have, in my case.. sisters. Whenever you look for guidance, protection, want to be like them when you grow up, and need somone to count on, siblings are always there. Well, I'm lucky enough that I have siblings like them when some people don't have. As the youngest, I see my sisters as my guidance. I want to be both when I grow up. I love them as much as I love my parent. Since both are married now, I'm left alone in the house. Somehow, it makes me as the only child and I'm.... Lonely. I miss being teased by them, being chased by them, and I miss to sleep with them. Though I have 3 nieces now, which makes me so excited, the sisterhood is a bond that can't be broken by anything or anyone. I found myself crying this morning, after having a terrible dream about them. I love you, Mba Tita & Mba Andes

Malam ini saya telah jatuh cinta. Ini.... Perasaan yang sangat mendebarkan, dan tak mampu diungkapkan dengan kata-kata. Setelah bertahun-tahun........ Saya semakin cinta. Bagaimana saya bisa jatuh cinta dengan sedemikian rupa? Aku cinta kamu, Buku-buku karya kalian hebat... Salut untuk Trenton Lee Stewart, Dan Brown, J.K. Rowling; serta penulis Indonesia Ilana Tan, Dee, dan Tere Liye. Love from your fans, Xoxo.

We are way too far. The days pass as we started to live our own life. Separately. And.... I hate it. I hate to admit that I miss you. I hate to realize that I was actually wrong. If only, We can turn back time. To a year when we first met. I would rekindled us. And now.... It's too late. I need to hide. I need to hide from you as far as possible. I need to hide from this mixed feelings. I need to hide from the fact that.... I am flipped. I am flipped because of you. Your gaze, your laugh, your voice... So mesmerizing I can't even lie. Those memories and my faults keep haunt me. So, before I say good bye.... Shall you forgive me? See you when I see you, my reflection.

I am always stand out in the crowd. Not just because the fact that I'm a tall girl but I'm also quirky. I mean there must be a statement in my clothes, whether it's a pair of boots or it's a huge bangle. Because of my appearance, I am easily known and remembered. Btw, mostly I'm such an outcast in the crowd, well not THAT outcast. But I think it's rarely I meet someone who looked like me and understand me well. Most people don't know my style of music, my hobby, my clothe, and my muses. And I think that is why I prefer to be alone or with 1 fellow than in a bunch of people. I'd love having my me time that no one could get comfortable with. What's wrong of going to the mall all by your self? Or going to the concert alone? Or watching movie alone? Or jogging alone? Or spending time in the national library or in the bookstore alone? Or going to the market alone? What's wrong of doing those things that simply make you happy? Basically and shallow

It's been awhile since the last time I write. These past days went crazy. I had final exam, I had lots of work, and at the end.... I'm exhausted. But not in the negative way because I'm feeling blessed for everything that I accomplished. And today I'd like to write about a bond between a mother and a child. A few days ago, I went ngebakso with my Momma. Yes, ngebakso gerobakan. And we were surrounded by wild cats consist of a mother cat with its 2 kittens (Cute overloads!). And as we knew, cats love to asked for foods, there weren't any different from these cats. The mother cat jumped to the empty chair right next to me, poked me with its paw, and meow-ing me with its big eyes, coding that she wanted me to share my food with her. Have you ever watch Puss in Boots in Shrek when he had his cute face mode on? The mother cat DID that to me. Gosh, How can't I resist?! I cut my meatballs and dropped it to the floor, the mother cat saw me then she jumped to the flo