What came out from my mind today

People come and go. We are changing.

I don't care with those who treat me like I'm their threatened. Well I may feel lost, sad, and broken at first. But they can't knock me down. They don't feed me. They don't raised me. I'm not afraid like I used to. I'll face them no matter what, if they want to shoot me I'll give them grenade. One thing for sure: No one can destroy me. Well, there's a quote from Princess Diaries: "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." That's so true. The less I care about the saddest thing, the happier I can be. The less I care about their spicy words, the younger I can be.

I may a freak, I may a weirdo, but I love who I am. I might grow out of that, but a jerk will never stop being a jerk. Actually they may not realized it, but they made me to be stronger and more mature than before. They showed me what the world is. The more I grow, the less fake people are in it.

I may act like a cat, but deep inside there's a sleeping tiger.

Last but not least..

Give, but do not allow yourself to be used

Love, but do not allow your heart to be abused

Trust, but do not naive

Listen to others, but do not lose yourself

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