Expect the Unexpected

Humans were born with a lot of different talents, skills, and capabilities from the Lord. It is called as gifts that made everyone unique. As we grow up, it is matters whether we use those gifts or not. Some people love drawing when they were a child but choose on music when they are mature. But some people don’t. Some people love to challenge their self, and some people choose to stay still. In fact, what we are now is created by the talents, skills, and capabilities that we sharpen throughout our life. Mostly, a person that was born in the middle of a strict family will become a strict person too. In fact, he / she will become as hard as a stone and willing to do anything to get his / her aims, though he / she needs to climb the 200 m tree (okay, this is so hyperbola). And it is different from being spoiled, though. That person needs logical reasons to make him / her stop to accomplish the aims. If that person thinks that it can be done, well… it is. We live in a world wh

It's been like a month that I feel pain around my neck, awalnya rasanya cuma ngilu dan mikir kalo ini cuma salah tidur aja. But then I knew that I have a bump around my right neck, baruuu aja tau beberapa hari yang lalu pas lagi mandi. Itupun pas lagi cuci muka rasanya, "loh kok ini kaya ada benjolan, ya?" Terus langsung buru-buru bilas dan ngaca. Jadi benjolan ini toh yang sakit selama ini, kirain cuma salah posisi tidur. I reported the news to my Mom which she said, "Itu salah urat! Kebanyakan gaya sih kamu!" What the... hahahaha. Ya untunglah beliau menghibur saya seperti itu. Jujur, saya langsung panik. Ditambah hasil baca berbagai macam artikel tentang muncul benjolan di leher karena kelenjar getah bening yang bermasalah, tumor, kanker lah, dll. Pada awalnya emang nggak diapa-apain, paling cuma digosok minyak biar hangat. Cuma kok rasanya semakin sakit, ya? Setiap hari semakin terasa ngilunya, kalau nengok udah pelan-pelan, kalau miringin kepala juga perge

There was a star that shone brightly in the skies. Her name was Andromeda Minerva, but the other stars called her Anna. She was named after the Goddess of war, Athena, by her mother, Cassiopeia. She had long golden hair, with a flower crown made of stardust around her head. Just like her name, she was very beautiful and brave. She intended to be a wanderer, though her mother forbade her. Everynight, since she was a child, Anna saw the dimmest star in the south skies from afar. "Who is that?" She asked herself. The dimmest star, there was something about it that made her curious. One night, a week after her 18th birthday, Anna escaped from her palace, the north skies, to the south skies. She wanted to met the dimmest star. "Your highness, don't go!" Said the maid. "But I need to go. Please don't tell Mum. I will be back soon," said Anna, already on her horse. She covered her gorgeous hair with a golden cape. "But, how will you shine at nig

Beribu rasa yang tidak terucap. Berkumpul menjadi sebuah kerinduan. Rasanya ingin memeluk... Rasanya ingin mendekap.... Rasanya ingin di sampingnya. Sayang, dia jauh tidak teraih. Hanya sebatas asa di kalbu. Salamku hanya disampaikan buih ombak. Nun jauh di sana, Aku tak tahu apa dia mampu mendengarnya. Aku... Ingin menggapai walau ku tak bisa. Kalaupun aku bisa, Kalaupun aku sanggup, Apakah aku akan berani? *** Dedicated to someone that lives abroad.

Ini tulisan paling nggak penting. Tapi... Saya malu. It is soooo embarassing. Sekarang, I think I couldn't even stand my face in front of him anymore, lol. Best regards, (Nita dengan postingannya yang paling nggak penting)

Bagaimana rasanya dicintai dan mencintai? Dalam konteks ikatan antara wanita dan pria, tentunya. Saya bertanya pada diri sendiri dan belum terjawab hingga sekarang. Bagaimana rasanya dicintai? Pasti menyenangkan rasanya, kan? Saya pernah merasakan dicintai, dan mungkin memang masih ada yang mencintai saya dengan tulus, tetapi mengapa rasanya saya kesepian? Apakah karena saya berharap jika orang yang saya cintai juga mencintai saya? Iya, saya mengerti bagaimana untuk mencintai tetapi saya lupa bagaimana rasanya dicintai. Tunggu, bukannya saya haus kasih sayang, bukan saya ingin dia membalas perasaan saya, sungguh... bukan begitu. Saya tidak berharap apapun darinya. Saya hanya ingin memberikan segalanya untuk dia, asal dia bahagia dan tertawa. Tidak pernah terlintas di benak saya untuk bersanding bersama dia, karena saya tahu kami berdua bagai air dan minyak. Entah apa yang membuat saya jatuh cinta dengannya. Mungkin pada awalnya saya hanya merasakan kekaguman namun, entahlah. Saat ka

If a friendship lasts for 7 years, it will be forever. I present the post to you, guys.

Embracing. Precious. Love. Friendship. Lust. Thoughtful. Faith. Hope. Destiny. Faithful. Unforgettable. Beautiful. Hypnotized. Mesmerizing. Art. YOU. Yes, those are YOU. There are too many words that describe you. If I could, I would hug you 'til your bones break. I would give you a lot of love like the way a girl loves her balloon. I would stay by your side though you ask me to "leave". I would make you happy and see your smile. I would listen to your voice all night long. I would remember your favorite music. I would make us infinite. If it's allowed, Let me love your flaws. Let me love your imperfection. Let me love you forever more. *** So, a falling person could be really dumb. They're blinded by love and couldn't be logic (What's so logic about love, anyway?) Getting butterflies in the stomach, heartattack, smiling over nothing, and so on. It's not logic at all. ((Pardon

There was The Lady in Red. She was faithful and thoughtful. She had a soft and cheerful personality. But, once you knew her dark side, The Lady was not good as what it seems. The Lady could be very sensitive and easily feeling emphatic toward the others. She could cry in a moment, then laugh it off. Sometimes, The Lady was confused with herself. Once, she met The Duke in Black, the mysterious guy from another town that visited The Lady's town. At first, The Lady only admiring The Duke without having a courage to talk to him. He was quite, sensible, and over analyze with his sharp eyes. He was the type of man that could break women's heart easily. Somehow, they met and finally talked. They became as close as siblings. As the time passed, The Lady drowned in his affection though she hated it because she couldn't resist her own feeling and that was upseting her. The Lady couldn't believe that The Duke was like her own world. Ironically, The Duke was as

I never thought that I could see him as a father figure before. He is a figure that I adore since the first step I walked in the campus. He looks nice, wise, discipline, much of father figure that I am longing. Our introduction went smooth, he sees something in me, perhaps a potential of something that I don't even realize it until today. He believes in my dreams, he encourages me, gives me feedback, spare his busy time for me. We discussed everything while we meet, I listened to his stories while he was abroad, we talked politics, economics, how the world changed. He even shut his phone off when it was ringing while he was talking to me, I mean... seriously. The busy man like him turned his call for a young girl like me. Day by day, month by month, saya semakin kagum dengan beliau. Terkadang saya benar-benar berharap, "andaikan beliau adalah ayah saya." Ternyata rasanya menyenangkan punya sosok ayah, ya. Mengapa saya menulis ini? Baru saja beliau menelepon ponsel saya