Skip to main content

Dear You, 2020

Halo, apa kabar?

Mengapa kamu menjauh? 

Saya salah apa?

Apakah saya membuatmu risih?

Apakah kamu membenci saya?

Kamu terasa sangat jauh sekarang, tanpa aku bisa raih. Kita memang tidak saling menggenggam, namun aku tahu kita saling merasa.

Ingin sekali saya bertanya berbagai hal kepadamu, termasuk pertanyaan-pertanyaan tadi.

Saya harap kamu baik-baik saja, hidup dengan bahagia.

Apakah mungkin, kamu seperti itu karena merasa kehilangan diri saya?

Apakah mungkin, kamu sebenarnya memahami diri saya yang sesungguhnya, namun merasa saya mulai berubah?

Apakah mungkin, kamu merasa asing dengan diri saya yang sekarang?

Jika memang demikian, saya mulai menyadari sudah betapa jauhnya saya tersesat. Saya pun merasa asing dengan diri sendiri. Rasanya saya sudah melangkah jauh, dan saya takut sudah terlalu terlambat untuk kembali.

Kamu menyadari perubahan saya sejak lama, dan kamu merasa asing dengan diri saya.

Saya ingin meminta maaf, jika diizinkan. Saya ingin kembali berada di hidup kamu, jika diizinkan.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Sistem Enterprise

Nama : Nita Indra Saphira NIM    : 15101035 SISTEM INFORMASI MANAJEMEN Enterprise adalah sebuah sistem dari manusia, data, kebijakan, informasi dan prosedur yang muncul untuk menyediakan sebuah produk atau pelayanan dengan tujuan mendapatkan keuntungan dan mengefektifkan proses bisnis suatu perusahaan. Pokok pembahasan: • ERP • CRM • BSC • SCM Enterprise Resource Planning atau yang lebih dikenal dengan sebutan (ERP) merupakan singkatan dari tiga elemen kata Enterprise (Perusahaan/Organisasi), Resource (Sumber Daya), Planning (Perencanaan). Tiga kata tersebut mencerminkan sebuah konsep yang berujung pada kata kerja yaitu Planning. Dengan demikian, berarti ERP menekankan kepada aspek perencanaan. ERP dapat dikatakan sebagai back bone dalam mendukung sistem operasional yang dapat memengaruhi kemampuan kompetitif perusahaan. Integrasi konsep sistem ERP berhubungan dengan interpretasi sebagai berikut : • Menghubungkan antara berbagai aliran proses bisnis • Metode da

She's a Superwoman, Wonderwoman, and she's my Mom

Who's my hero? She is my hero. Lebaran Tahun 2012, rambut gue udah pendek (lagi) Di suatu restoran waktu libur 2 bulan sebelum masuk SMA. Rambut belom dipotong Mama mana coba yang gaulnya itu WOW banget? Mama punya twitter, facebook, blog, dan minta dibuatin skype. -_- Mama itu arsitek, Mama itu pintar, Mama itu tegas, Mama itu disiplin, Mama itu ingin anak-anaknya sukses. Mama itu juga galak, Mama kadang-kadang suka memperbesar suatu hal simple. Tapi.......... Mama itu tahu apa yang terbaik untuk ketiga anaknya. Mama, biarpun Ade sering nakal, sering buat Mama kecewa, dan bahkan nangis..... I love you so much. I truly, deeply, madly in love with you. It's more than words. You are the best Momma in the whole wide world. You're my hero, my only one. I'm nothing without you.

AFS Frequently Asked.

Where and when can I apply? Every student who is in 10th grade during the application period can apply for the departure in the following year. You apply by using our online application system. What and how much should I write about me in the application? You will provide the most accurate information about yourself. The information you write will be used in the selection process in chapter and national levels. I am not living in Java and the next chapter is far. Do I have to pay the travel costs to the selection location myself? During the chapter selection stages, domestic travel expenses will be your responsibility. Departure in March or August – advantages and disadvantages? Departure time depends on when the academic year starts in the hosting country. Both departure time will give you chance to experience a whole academic year from the beginning to the end, and hopefully will give you a “full” experience as a high school student abroad. What happens at th

Intermezzo: My Life Among TV Series

The real definition of guilty pleasure. So, I wrote this because I AM SHOOOO HAPPY THAT GOT LATEST EPS IS LEAKED ONLINE. YASSSSS. But then, I get embarassed, lol. I could be reaaally terrifying nerd when it comes to TV series. So, I'm gonna give you the MUST WATCH TV SERIES THAT YOU SHOULD CONSIDER TO WATCH: 1. Game of Thrones *with the backsound of its opening theme* I would recommend you to watch the movie even you don't watch it (and got no time to watch) since the season 1. READ THE CAPTION. THE EPISODE HAS LEAKED!! 2. How I Met Your Mother Though this is already ended (and suddenly I got teary all over again, lol). The series is full with adult things, so this is not recommended for under age. 3. Castle Where is the Caskett shipper since season 1?! I hate to admit that the story is ended, too. I miss them so much! How are they now? 4. Scream Queens Emma Roberts is the real deal. SHOOOO COOL AND STUNNING! Too dramatic for

Catching Up!

It's 2022 now. This blog somehow becomes the witness of my growth. I started this blog back in 2012, thus.. I'm already on blogger for 10 years. This blog lasts longer than my relationship, ever! 10 years have passed.. I was 15 yo, and now I'll be turning 25 this December. what do I do now? Am I the same old Nita? Am I better? Do I become stranger to some people? The answer is.... My life gets boring, if you ask. I'm living a typical adult life; working, working, working, working, and working. Oh, almost forget. I also become a mother of one, a daughter named Hagia. So, it's like balancing life among working, be a mother, socializing, and most of the time.. resting. I become more quite than I was in college or freshgrad days. I become anti-social. I enjoy being alone instead of get trap around people. I enjoy drinking my matcha-latte, while reading book.. or just simply scrolling through my Instagram or TikTok. I enjoy to have exercise once in awhile. I enjoy my bus