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Dear Me

Dear Me,
What day is it? Oh, I know... It's December 9th 2012!! Hmm, Happy Birthday Dear Me!! It has been 15 years I breath the oxygen, I'm getting older now (Well I think age is just a number :p).

I am so blessed with all the joys that God gives to me. I am lucky to have a lovable family, who loves me more than anything even though I am so naughty and brat (sometimes). I am lucky to have them in my life. Momma, Sisters, Daddy, they're the best.

Then... I am lucky to have a crazy-insane-weird friends who love me. They support me when I'm down, they cheer me when I cry, they give me opinions for me, they're anything. HAHA we're so badass but I'm lucky I have y'all.

Nita Indra Saphira,
That's my name. I was born in Jakarta, December 9 1997. I'm the last child in my family, so I have big sissy of course. They're Mba Tita and Mba Andes.

Selama ini ulang tahun gue selalu dirayakan, selalu berkumpul bersama sanak saudara, keluarga besar berkumpul dirumah gue.

   
Ini gueeee!!! Yang dipangku Eyangti, and I kissed Lathifa's knee!! HAHA, Ngga nyangka gue segini sekarang -_-
Ultah ke 10. Love chocolate, jadi kuenya serba cokelat. Mehehe
Hmm... Ini ultah tahun kemaren kalo ngga 2th yang lalu

Same birthday seperti foto diatas. We had a dinner somewhere...
Ngga terasa yaa, gue sekarang udah tua. Hiks.

Gue inget, waktu masih kelas 2 SD... Gue ngundang beberapa orang temen kelas ke rumah. Tapi yang dateeeengggg, SEKELAS! OH MY GOD. Dan karena dirumah gue banyak anjing, mereka teriak-teriak manggil nama gue dari ujung halaman masuk.

Terus, kalo ngga salah ultah ke 4. Kue gue waktu itu berupa Santa Claus yang creamy bangettt. Emang keliatannya enak, dimakan juga enak. But... I ate beberapa slice dan fix... Gue langsung muntah-muntah.

Dari dulu... Alhamdulillah gue selalu mendapatkan kado yang bener-bener gue idamkan walaupun cuma gue (dan Allah) yang tahu apa itu. Gue merasa bersyukur banget karena Allah selalu mengabulkan permintaan gue setiap tahunnya.

 Gue inget. Waktu gue masih bisa digendong sana-sini, dipangku sana-sini gue seriiiing banget dipangku Mba Tita, Mba Andes, Mba Nanit, Mas Adit, Mas Gonet. Dan sekarang mereka sebel kalo gue minta dipangku. ._.

Desember 2011. Ulang tahun pertama yang gue rayain di atas tempat tidur. Waktu itu gue sakit, badan gue panas berhari-hari. Gue sebeeeeel banget pas ultah gue membusuk di kamar sementara Kakak-kakak ngantor. And I cried begitu Salsa, pulang sekolah langsung nelpon gue. Dia inget sama gue walopun gue lagi sakit :) We talked for hours and it heals me! Wkwk. Pas pulang kantor pun ternyata Mba Andes bawain gue Harvest. AaAaaaAA dan gue pun tiup lilin dikamar.

Eyangti juga pernah bilang kalo gue ultah dia mau hadiahin gue anjing. But..... when? asdfghjkl.

Begitu banyak anugerah yang gue dapatkan selama 15th ini gue hidup di dunia. Thank you God, Engkau telah memberi hamba-Mu ini berbagai cobaan yang menyenangkan maupun yang susah. ._.

Ps: Why oh why... Hampir semua wishes tahun ini berbunyikan... "Semoga suaranya bisa merdu," "Semoga suaranya kenceng," "Semoga tingginya bisa dikurangin." YUCKS. :")

XOXO

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