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Keeping Up With the Indras

Tonight I present this for my big sissy, Mba Tita dan Mba Andes.

MBAAAAAA...
Ade kangen sama Mba! Rumah terasa beda awalnya nggak ada Mba Tita, tapi masih ada Mba Andes. Terus sekarang dua-duanya udah nggak di Benhil. Memang Mas Benny dan Mas Iman juga udah menjadi keluarga kita semua. But I'm feeling so lonely...

Dulu di rumah Mba suka gangguin aku. Dari mulai naro kacamata di dalem oven, gara-gara aku teledor naronya. Ngejar-ngejar aku, atau sebaliknya. Main boneka bareng-bareng. Bilang aku centil kalo lagi iseng coba pake make up. Marahin aku kalau nakal, saking nakalnya sampe bikin Mama bingung. Dulu tiap Mba-Mba mau apa, pasti aku yang disuruh beli.

Jadi inget waktu masih kecil dulu...

Aku nggak pernah inget kejadian ini, tapi aku selalu diceritain sama Mba-Mba waktu aku ditaro di atas lemari, dan akunya diem aja nggak protes, malah cuma ketawa. Begitu ketauan Mama, Mama panik ngeliat aku.

Yang kedua adalah waktu badanku masih kecil banget, dan Mba suka gendong aku terus dilempar ke tempat tidur. Kejam sih kedengerannya. Tapi aku suka! Berasa terbang.

Yang ketiga.... dear readers, kalian tahu jalanan trolly yang ada di Pasar Festival? Yang menuju parkiran itu? Dulu kan di situ ada Carrefour. Nah, yang namanya anak kecil pasti selalu ada di trolly kan? Waktu itu gue duduk anteng di trolly dikelilingi kantung belanjaan. Trollynya didorong Mba Andes, tapi begitu di turunan... TROLLY GUE DILEPAS. Anehnya gue malah ngerasa seneng juga.

Masih banyak sebenernya. Mba sering nge-bully, tapi bukan yang bikin down dan sedih. Justru jadi kesepian ketika masa itu lewat.

Mba-Mba, Ade kangen... Nggak ada yang gangguin sampe ketawa terus sesek.

Tapi... hidup memang harus berubah kan? Menjadi lebih baik dengan terus berkembang.

Ade sayang sama Mba Tita-Mba Andes. Maaf kalo selama Mba ke rumah, Ade suka ngilang. Entah tidur pules, belajar, baca majalah, atau pergi. Ade ngerasa udah nyia-nyiain waktu kita... :(

Ps: lagi mau main poker. Tapi nggak ada yang nemenin, nih.. bingung mau ngapain...

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