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Intermezzo: Jika

Jika Nita itu tidak ada,
Apakah kalian akan mengganggapnya pernah ada?
Apakah kalian akan merindukannya walau banyak dosa yang dia perbuat?
Apakah kalian akan berdoa untuknya di sela ibadah?
Apakah kalian akan bersyukur atau malah sebaliknya?

Jika Nita itu tidak ada,
Maukah kalian mengingatnya walau tidak setiap hari?
Maukah kalian memutar lagu kesukaannya dan berandai kalian sedang berdansa dengannya?
Maukah kalian memaafkannya dengan segala perilakunya?
Maukah kalian mengenang semua memori indah dibanding memori buruk dengannya?

Jika Nita itu tidak ada,
Akankah kalian berharap dia akan ada walau sebenarnya dia tiada?
Akankah kalian bersikeras bahwa sebenarnya dia masih ada?
Akankah kalian menyesali setiap momen yang terlewatkan dengannya?
Akankah kalian senang atau sebaliknya?

Terakhir...
Jika Nita itu tidak ada,
Siapakah yang akan bersuka cita atas kepergiannya?
Lalu,
Siapakah yang akan berduka cita di sisi batu nisannya?

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